Past, Present and Future by AlexisAlexandria, literature
Literature
Past, Present and Future
Your past is a lesson
So learn from it
Your future is uncertain
So plan for it
Your present is now
So make use of it.
Learn from your past to
Mold your present with values
To shape your future for greatness!
Written by,
Courtney Shaffer
4/20/2018
Loneliness is a given
When trust is betrayed
when love is denied
Depression will rise
My heart is like an ocean
Big and true
I wear it on my sleeve
Makes it easy to abuse
Am I worthless I wonder
Sometimes, yes I believe
I'm a liar and a hypocrite
At least that's what I'm told
Cause I said how I felt
I was honest and bold
I've been used and abused
Which is normal for me
When labeled for years
It's very easy to believe
I'm a bitch
I'm a cunt
I'm an addict
Hell yea
pass the blunt
Shitty parent
So I'm told
Spoiled kids
Way to go
I'm not perfect
By any means
I'm perfectly imperfect
And I do have feelings
I cry at night
Where no one can
The one I love
The one I love
Is handsome and kind
We've known eachother
For a long time
He's Smart, Funny
And bright
And he treats me
Just right
He's protective of me
And loves my son
I just really hope
He is the one
I can't explain
What he means to me
I just hope
That he can see
How I feel
Deep down inside
These feelings for him
I shall not hide
I wish in my
Heart of hearts
That he'll feel the same way
I will not push the issue
The decision is his to make
I've never felt
This way before
He really knows
How to rock my world
He's an awesome lover
Knows just how to please
I've never felt
Such great relief
For
Past, Present and Future by AlexisAlexandria, literature
Literature
Past, Present and Future
Your past is a lesson
So learn from it
Your future is uncertain
So plan for it
Your present is now
So make use of it.
Learn from your past to
Mold your present with values
To shape your future for greatness!
Written by,
Courtney Shaffer
4/20/2018
Loneliness is a given
When trust is betrayed
when love is denied
Depression will rise
My heart is like an ocean
Big and true
I wear it on my sleeve
Makes it easy to abuse
Am I worthless I wonder
Sometimes, yes I believe
I'm a liar and a hypocrite
At least that's what I'm told
Cause I said how I felt
I was honest and bold
I've been used and abused
Which is normal for me
When labeled for years
It's very easy to believe
I'm a bitch
I'm a cunt
I'm an addict
Hell yea
pass the blunt
Shitty parent
So I'm told
Spoiled kids
Way to go
I'm not perfect
By any means
I'm perfectly imperfect
And I do have feelings
I cry at night
Where no one can
The one I love
The one I love
Is handsome and kind
We've known eachother
For a long time
He's Smart, Funny
And bright
And he treats me
Just right
He's protective of me
And loves my son
I just really hope
He is the one
I can't explain
What he means to me
I just hope
That he can see
How I feel
Deep down inside
These feelings for him
I shall not hide
I wish in my
Heart of hearts
That he'll feel the same way
I will not push the issue
The decision is his to make
I've never felt
This way before
He really knows
How to rock my world
He's an awesome lover
Knows just how to please
I've never felt
Such great relief
For
Always seeking acceptance and love but it’s never found,
The feeling of the pain deep inside shows that the heart is bound.
Bound by expectations, truth, and lies,
Can the solution be something that a person buys?
Can a heart be filled from without or within,
To do so with it bound by pain and lies only causes misery and chagrin.
The words of hope blocked by pain and fear,
The feeling like you’re all all alone and no one is near.
This fear holds the heart in its icy and cruel grip,
To wrestle with it may cause the heart to rip.
But that pain can be replaced with joy and mirth,
Once the mind and the heart begin to see the worth.
Th
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I'm back and I wanted to share with you all my hardest poem so far. This was very difficult to write but it is the best I've ever written. https://www.deviantart.com/alexisalexandria/art/From-My-Head-739000992
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